My 2019 Year Review

          This year was so different for me . It was full of changes in my life . I learned so many lessons , I had the chance to do big jumps and try new things that were so challenging to me . So in this post I’m going to share with you the different stages that I went through this year . 

January 2019 : 

          The first month of the year is always my favorite for several reasons . One of them is that I was born in this month . I don’t remember much details about it , but I remember that I was so busy with exams and working on my school project . 

February - march 2019 :

          The worst 2 months of my whole year , I’ve been so depressed and feeling lost . I looked up for someone to help me go over all but I got disappointed and lost trust in everyone I knew back then . It was hard for me to handle alone but at least I was strong to hide it from anyone . 

April - Mai 2019 : 

          April brought me new challenges . I had to move to another city and live with 5 housemates for 2 months . Honestly , I’ve been excited but I found it hard for me to do it at the beginning , especially that I’m not used to traveling alone or living with “strangers” even though they were my classmates but I didn’t know them enough to live with them in the same house but I had no choice . But it was a cool experience that helped me know how to rely on myself in the middle of a city that I’ve never visited alone before and I’m really grateful because i made it eventually .

 June 2019 :

          I ended my internship and moved back to my city and I was so full of stress and preparation for my graduation . I was the end of a stressful year and the beginning of new stress . But i felt so upset that we had to move on from the city i was born in .

July 2019 :

          I took a quick vacation for 3 days but it seemed like I spent a month there .I visited Morocco mall for the first time , I took some photos , I enjoyed the sunset views by the beach . I went to several cities which I enjoyed a lot . 

August- September 2019 :

          These 2 months were the hardest to me . They were full of overthinking and feeling down . I wasn’t okay at all . I was in a huge fight with my emotions . I tried to stay still , get myself together , work on myself more and help me stand on me feet again . I finally made it but it wasn’t so easy to do it . 

October - November 2019 : 

          I was trying to recover everything and the healing process so fast. Thanks to the people around me who helped me to go over what I’ve been through and I’m really thankful for having them in my life. 

December 2019 :

          I can safely say that I’m no longer the same . So many changes , i’m wiser now , steady , rational and a lot more . This month got me thinking about so many things and wonder how my life will look like by the end of 2020 . No rush , I’m going to enjoy my next 366 days and I’m excited to plan for each day , each week and each month . 

I sat so many goals and habits that I want to have in 2020 that I’m going to share so soon on my blog . Just stay tuned .

Now , it’s your turn to tell me how did you spend your 2019 ? I’m curious to know .